longtime no nulis pake bahasa inggris pas pasan. before i lost my ability to write in English after 2 months holiday doing nothing. here, we go.

i wondering my childhood which makes me grew up like this. i remember when i was 3 or 4, limited-internet connection era. it did exist, but i didn't know yet. my father often bought some tapes and play them in car. i didn't have a radio so i only listen to music in the car while going somewhere or from the tv (it happened before kemageran yang hqq does exist, fyi). i didnt even care who was singing, all i know was just enjoying the music and it memorized by itself. some of them were english songs, which i didnt even know what they were talking about and of course the meaning, enjoying the melodies was quite exciting. i still remember the lyric altho i have never intentionally memorized it. it all changed when internet connection came. internet connection has been integrating to myself, from ventricle sinister through aorta and streamed to whole body, yess its like oxygen wtf (ya ga gitu juga si). i basically choose stream on Spotify than buy their album.

i do remember who were singing in my childhood. ive been listening to Rod Stewart, The Beatles, Mariah Carey, i do forget the other singers but i remember the melodies omg (i'll update if i remember). and of course indonesian song, ive been listening to Sheila On 7 song since i was little until now ("kupetik bintang untuk kusimpan" was my alltime fav), they have been accompanying my ups and downs and im still very excited when they come in the town. Peterpan, when ada apa denganmu came out, altho i didnt know whats the meaning tapi sok ngedong aja wkwkwk. Sherina, i was being her die-hard fans and i felt like Petualangan Sherina was the one and only movie in this world.  Koes Plus, Dewa19, Iwan Fals, Chrisye i knew them from my father too. and im still excited when "semua kata rindumu semakin membuatku tak berdaya" plays. and others that i forgot. My mom still bought me child song tapes, dont worry.

i grew up having friends with so many different tastes of music. and that makes me realize where i am comfortable at. btw, i was being belieber:)) from his first song baby came out until now he started spamming his selfies on instagram then i unfollowed him, he is quite handsome tapi ga gitu juga kaliiii. and being directioners when i was 13 until they were decided to hiatus, actually not a directioners because i just love zayn malik plz who doesnt like him. im not that kind of people who was crying when zayn malik left or stalk on them all day all night, and memorize all their song. basically, i just being mediocre teenager who loves zayn and lives peacefully without worrying about their rumors. but now im not into them anymore (karena sudah bubar hahahaha). im ashamed in myself being like diz but im happy, surely. besides, i do love Alex Turner, my everyday celeb-crush, with or without Arctic Monkeys. the way he delivered his song can get into the heart indirectly. how can?

and now, im not concerning to music nowdays. i even rarely listen to music. i just enjoying what i want to hear. im going to somewhere and unintentionally listen to the song that i might like, then i search who is the singer smstms. or i just play other's playlist on spotify, youtube, or soundcloud. listening to indie music is way more cool because there is a pleasure in itself to listening not-well-known song. folkpop-music is my alltime fav. most of them i know from soundcloud and stream it on spotify, if im in the mood. i have soundcloud account just to hear people's cover not to uploading my voice lol(i cannot even sing altho my name is laras:)) and im pretty sure none of you want to hear my voice tho). besides all of those things, i better listening to murrotal by Yasser ad Dussary or Muzzamil than listening to song that makes me confusing. yakaaaaaaan. #terpencitraan2017


thanks for wasting your precious time to read this sampah-thing. HAHA. lov lov.

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